before reading the below posts please understand that i am not depressed, sad, mad, angry, or unhealthy. take the post about friends as a call for reflection if you read this and think yes maybe i have or am doing this to someone, STOP! now. i feel good about who i am. i have problems, i know. if you don't like me great, i don't care, just don't act like we are best friends and talk to others like we are and then not actual be a friend. (maybe you don't know how to be a friend, read i'm sure there's a book about it) Fe' just told me that someone doesn't like her and that she doesn't like her, i said that's okay but we still need to be nice to everyone. there is a difference between being nice and acting like you are best friends when really you don't like the person. i'm ranting sorry. hopefully by now you have stopped reading my now. i am really, really happy and love my life, family, and friends(you know who you are, i love you and hopefully tell you often).